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[Mar. 21st, 2008|02:00 am] |
Oh man. It is really weird to think... of where I was at this time last year. And even scarier, to think of the choices that I made/could have made, and where it has led me.
Sam makes me really happy. It's weird, in some ways if feels like we've been together longer than we have, the feelings we have for each other, the fact that we can... basically predict how the person is going to feel about.. almost everything, or even little things, like when I get cigarettes I don't have to ask what he wants to drink, I just know, he gets Mt. Dew, I get green tea. But it also feels like we've been dating.. like a week. Just because, things are still so exciting, and new, and I get butterflies being around him, he still makes me laugh my ass off, all the time. As corny as that sounds. And I kind of hope he doesn't read this, because he would totally make fun of me.
People are always going to have their judgments, and honestly, they do not matter to me. If someone doesn't agree with the way I do things, the way i live my life, they can stay out of it.
I have come to realize that 98% of my friends don't give a shit about me. Although I bend over backwards for anyone who asks, that is not how most people are. And I think it is ridiculous all of you idiots that are saying things like, "Dude I'll totally come see you all the time it'll be like you never left, we'll talk every day and I'll come see you at LEAST once a month dude!" Bullshit. You will NEVER come up to see me. You MIGHT come stay at my place if you are going up to Toronto to get drunk for your birthday. You will see me when I come down to visit Christie and Sam and my very good friends, if you happen to be at a party that I attend. Lives will go on, don't act like it is such a huge deal for you that I'm leaving. Even my close friends. I understand you're losing a friend. I get it, that really sucks. But I'm losing EVERY FRIENDSHIP that I have formed over the past TEN YEARS. So I'm sorry if I don't constantly pity you.
Alright, I have to work in the morning |
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[Aug. 31st, 2007|11:45 pm] |
I'm a server at Cheeseburger in Paradise!! YAY!!!!
I'm excited.
i start thursday.
fuck you, WAL-MART!!! |
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[Jul. 17th, 2007|02:32 pm] |
Go ask Alice when she's ten feet tall.
Life is cool. |
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[Jun. 20th, 2007|01:50 pm] |
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"A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song." - Maya Angelou |
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[Jun. 12th, 2007|03:30 pm] |
a lil' stress is good for you sometimes. I believe.
take a chance.
it's fun.
something good will arise. i can feel it.
<3 |
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[May. 28th, 2007|12:00 am] |
| [ | Cry cry cry: |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | The Tunes: |
| | paint it black - rolling stones | ] |
I'M NINETEEN!
holy shit.. that just kicked in. |
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[Apr. 19th, 2007|06:53 pm] |
Hey guys.
I am so grateful for the support and friends that I have.
And I am so very very very grateful for Kevin, who is there for me no matter what. I love him so very much.
So.... in other news, my mum had her doctor's appointment at Sparrow Hospital today, it looks like she might have another round of fighting cancer for her. Nothing is certain yet, it's just.... really scary and sad....... and I really.. don't want her to go through that again... the chemo, the radiation... it was horrible the first time and I just really want her to be healthy. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2007|12:44 am] |
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@#$@#%$%^!@#!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Jan. 6th, 2007|05:21 pm] |
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My Life is.. a complete mess. I don't mind. |
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| i got this from aja, i sorta like it |
[Dec. 4th, 2006|01:42 pm] |
| | Saint Theresa's PrayerMay today there be peace within.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be content knowing you are a child of God.
Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love.
It is there for each and every one of us.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2006|06:26 pm] |
| [ | The Tunes: |
| | Mad World - Gary Jules | ] |
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad World, Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me, Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad World, Mad World
Enlargen your world |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|02:14 pm] |
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what a lovely way to burn |
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[Jun. 9th, 2006|07:39 am] |
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wow that last entry was filled with a lot of crap, but hey at least i know how to keep people entertained, right lol. Thanks for the imput guys. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2006|04:45 pm] |
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i'd just like to mention.. that my dad has been walking around the house singing "she'll be comin round the mountain when she comes.." for the last like 1/2 hour |
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